And the year ends...

Wow just a few more hours left for the New Year. I was just thinking how did my year go...well it was okay...not bad not good...just okay.Anyway just wanted to put down a few things tht I realized this year...here it is..

- Taking care of one self is very very important...health is indeed wealth! Exercise is so important.
- Where ever I go...at the end I just want to be home...even though I don't like being at home.
- Distance education sucks.
- I am the most patient person in my family.
- Doing nothing sucks...doing something tht I don't like also sucks!
- After a hard day...its so good to talk nonsense n laugh madly...it lets u forget everything.
- How much to dream.. got to wake up someday.
- Kids will make u tear your hair apart...they will also make u smile.
- Fights with people close to u shouldn't be taken seriously...in other words shouldn't keep a grudge.
- Its so amazing to have friends.
- Some things just don't change...n other things change when u just don't want it to change.
- It is important to know n speak hindi well....n marathi too.
- Pretence works fine sometimes...as in pretending to be happy when u are not.
- Blogging is quite nice...it becomes a part of one's life.

That's it..hope u all have a beautiful, crazy New Year!
Cheers.

Simply Shit!

Feeling so sick right now...how what why...don't ask...but I am. My head is filled with so much of shit....its talking every time....can't shut it up also. Jst feel like whacking it on n on...till it stops talking...take my head, my feelings, my eyes away...cuz I jst don't want to think...don't want to feel anything..don't want to cry...

I want to go away...where what how when don't know....but I jst want to go away...not cuz I'm fed up with people around me, cuz I am constantly talking in my head n I need to quieten it...n I even know by going away it will not stop talking...

That's it...I have nothing further to say..

Goodbye.

Death won't do us apart

I found something interesting n thought I'll put it up here. I got this bookmark last year...n it was really heart melting types. Then I kept it nicely somewhere n jst recently while clearing up some stuff I found it...I don't know by whom is it written. Anyway so here it is..

Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we still are. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference in your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Pray, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effect, without the trace of a shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was; there is unbroken continuity. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am waiting for you. For an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well.

Silent Conversations..

An Old friend…used to be a close friend.
SS: hi, how are u?
Me: Ya ok, how u?
SS: fine. what are u doing?
Me: nothing just on the net. So done with shopping n all….when are u going to Delhi?
SS: 1st morning…
Me: accha….
Silent…for 5 seconds
Me: So how is everything…Aah is home?
SS: no he’ll come after 9.
Me: oh..okay…
Again silent…more than 5 seconds
…a little more talking n then…
Silent for 10 seconds…
Me: ok then chalo bye..
SS: yah yah bye..
Me: take care have a nice trip…
SS: yah thanks..
…line disconnected…

Another old friend…used to be my boyfriend.
..online…
Square: Hey
Me: Hi, How dee?
Square: kewl n u?
Me: fine. how is it out there?
…waiting….waiting …n ping
Square: yeah kewl..
Square: its so much fun here…
Me: Nice…
Square: what are u doing? how’s bla la..
Me: yah im doing this that…everyone’s fine..
waiting waiting….
waiting waiting…
waiting waiting more waiting…
Square…goes offline…

A close friend…a day after a fight.
Enn: Hi
Me: hi
Enn: where are u?
Me: at home..
Enn: oh!......how are u?
Me: okay..
Silence for 5 seconds..
Enn: what?
Me: what?
Enn: what?
Me: nothing!
Enn: ok I have to hang up my bus has come…bye
Me: okay..
…line disconnected…