Extremely Bored

I am staring at the screen and the keyboard and I don't know what do I want to type in here.

There is a whole of things that is going on in my head...and I just don't know what it is...why it is...and how do I make myself feel alright.

I am trying to fine tune the unfineness...but I think I am going crazy.

I am still staring at the screen and the keyboard...

I am extremely bored as the title says... the same thing everyday....I don't think I have any choice either to make things feel different.

Like TRC shared with me, saying that nothing charms him anymore the way it used to be... I exactly know how that feeling is.

I am tired... not sure frustrated...but I am tired.